The Note That Hit Home.

I know I haven't blogged in about 2 weeks but I had a phone dilemma and then my computer ended up completely shutting down on me. Fun fun. I have my connections at work and got my computer fixed. I also had insurance on my phone and got a new phone. Yay!! So, my phone is under my ex's credit (dumb move on my part) and in order for me to activate my new phone, I needed the last 4 of his social. Yeah right!! I hadn't talked to my ex since right before Thanksgiving. So, here I was stuck and didn't know what to do. How are you supposed to get ahold of someone who hates you so much, they won't even pick up the phone? Turn out, the customer care lady understood and since she couldn't get ahold of my ex on the work phone, she tried her cell phone. It worked!! Kudos to that lady. She was a life saver. (literally, I can't do my job without having a phone, how else are they going to recall me??)

So, I finally got my phone situation figured out but then my ex kept texting me back and forth wondering why I was still on his credit. I had to explain to him that I needed the money first and that I was planning on waiting until I got my taxes filed and my tax money back. So, the only deal we could negotiate was for me to send him his DVD player, Dog tags, and Dog shot records in return for me to stay on his credit a little bit longer. Sure whatever. That's fine with me.

No, of course it couldn't go that smoothly. Turns out, my roomie and me needed the cord that runs from the TV to the cable and I knew he'd be texting me about that too. So I put $10 in his package for him to buy a new one. That's not where the problem alies. The problem was, how in the hell was he going to know what the $10 was for? So, I had to write him a freaking note. So, not only is it bad enough I'm staying on his credit and sending him packages, now I have to write a stupid note explaining myself? Gee Whiz. So, I wrote him a stupid little note to go along with the package and here in the middle of writing his stupid note, I started crying. At this point, I'm highly confused. Why on earth am I crying? This guy put me through hell most of the time, why am I crying? I hadn't cried over him this entire time and the one time I have to explain $10 I get all teary eyed. I don't know. It didn't make much sense to me, but maybe that it has finally hit me. It finally hit that I'm single and he's not coming back. I did love this guy, don't get me wrong, I just never thought that in a million years, I'd get this teary eyed over $10.